Wow a second post in less than 8 hours.....................

I think I am still riding on a High from what had transpired last night.......... I can help it but just keep giving praises & thanks to God. GOD you are amazing!

This week has been really jammed pack with FNL practices and what not. The craziness hasn't quite ended for me just yet.

Got up at 6.15am this morning - Alex dropped me off at the lab at 6.30 before rushing off to BSF leaders group meeting in Sac. Man - I don't know what would have happened this week if not for him. Despite being busy with school and work himself, he still manages to help me out in every way he can. Every night after FNL practice I would have dinner brought for me courtesy of Mr. Chern. Thank you God for providing!

So here I am in the lab................. on a Sat morning! Don't even know why I decided to go ahead and run this stupid experiment. In hindsight that was probably not the wisest decisions I made. On Thursday, I decided that I could squeeze in this "little" experiment between today's worship practice, YG counsellors meeting and YG bible study. Man, what was I thinking! If it wasn't because of this experiment I could be having coffee with Becca right now. It is not everyday that Becca comes up to Davis to visit. But I am sure we will be able to find a little bit of time to catch up before she leaves tonight. SIGH!

But I guess it wasn't all that bad that I had to wake up early to come into the lab. It is quiet in here especially on Sat, since the Professor is not in ............ I managed to do my QT and also work on the bible study for tonight since I have quite a bit of "down" time during my experiment. If I was at home, I would probably end up back in bed and falling asleep.

If it wasn't for God, I don't think I would be too cohesive right now. HE  really gave me the strength this week.

I have been struggling spiritually since Christmas break began but I think the FNL experience these past few weeks has really picked me up. Isn't that amazing how God uses us and then rewards us so infinitely. Now that I am on a spiritual high, I am afraid..............afraid that I might lose that fire, that desire I am feeling right now. I know that a spiritual battle will ensue sooner or later and there will be a time when I will feel lost once again. But with God on my side I know that I can succeed if I persevere. Having experienced what I have felt these past couple of weeks, God gave me a glimpse of what is to come. The joy, completeness and peace. I am determined not to lose this feeling.

Wow its been 2 months since I posted something on Xanga. I should totally be sleeping right now but after taking a hot shower I am totally awake once again.

Tonight was FNL............................. and once again God continue to amaze me with his sovereignty. Without Him, tonight's event would have been meaningless and without Him ,we wouldn't have been able to pull off what we just did a few hours ago. Isn't that awesome that everything revolves around Him. I feel so privileged to be able to serve and glorify our God tonight and it was definitely a joy to work with everyone involved in FNL. It was great to see how everyone worked so beautifully with one another as one unified body of Christ. It was a great learning experience for me spiritually. Praise the Lord.

One thing I learned during this whole FNL was the great importance of pray and the amazing thing it can do for us. I especially thank everyone (you know who you are) who have been praying so hard for us and for me this whole week. Without you interceding for me, I don't think I would have been able to get through this whole week. Thank you. 

Well the effects of the hot shower is finally fading........................I feel darkness falling upon me..............BUT I WILL BE BACK!!!!!!

Praise God! We finally got home to Vancouver last night safe and sound. The trip was a little long considering that we left at about 3.30am in the morning and didn't get home till like 10pm in Vancouver. The total time it took us was longer than last year because we stopped in Oregon and Washington for about 2 hours each.  I was exhausted last night and went to bed and didn't get up till like 11am today - the lastest I have slept for a while now!

Spend the whole morning talking to my grandma. It was cool! I think she is a little bored at home when my sis and my parent are out at school or work. Now I am just preparing to go out lunch with Alex and a few friends. Maybe I will update this weblog when I get back.

Two more days before we head to Vancouver. Yeeessss! Can't wait! Alex and I bought  so much stuff for our family and friends, we don't even know if it will fit in the MR2...................I am sure we will figure something out or we will just sacrifice some leg room  ! We were also thinking of stopping in Oregon to do more shopping but we might end up passing on that. Yikes! Whenever did I become such a shopping freak  ?????!!!!! I was just thinking if I was buying so much stuff, shouldn't I be giving more to God then? It is afterall by God's grace that I am able to buy everything that I have. I am reminded of Pastor Gee's favorite phrase. "We have a consumer's attitude! I want more more more"! Yeah, definitely need to give more than want more!

This week came and go just like that and I don't even remember doing anything productive at work, with the exception of getting the finals graded and handed back to the student. At least, I found out on Thursday on my gel that I have nice and clean RNA! Yes one more step closer to graduation (except there is still like gazillion more steps???!) Hopefully, there wouldn't be another power outage like last week while I am gone during the three weeks and ruin all my samples (Now I am just sounding like a nerdy paranoid pessimistic Scientist!). Then I know that God is sending me a message that he doesn;t want me to graduate anytime soon. Sigh! I don't feel like going to work on Monday (then again it has been 3 months now that I have not been inspired to do any work whatsoever!) but I guess I should perserve. It is only one more day of work and hopefully I will feel rejuvenated when I return from Vancouver.

Today wasn't such a good day for a BEAN! Yes I think I was a Black Been today...... on the darkside!!!!! I don't know, just have a few things on my mind and I don't know how to go about approaching it. I guess I need to pray more and ask for guidance and wisdom. The dreaded thing is I can't seem to shake off this cold that I have. My mum says we are eating too much "yi hay" (heaty) stuff. Instead of eating fried or oven cooked stuff (i.e PIZZAs), we should be steaming our food and "bo tong". Maybe she's right, but I can't help it that deep fried stuff tastes so good or that there is so many good PIZZA places around here! (Hehehehe!) Well, I will wait until I am in Vancouver to eat healthy  !

Glad that everyone in college is done with their finals. Hip Hip Hooray!  You guys made it through! Praise God! Hope that you all have a safe travel home and enjoy your time at home.

GO Canucks GO!

Ok instead of working, here I am doing all these quizzes on everybody's xanga pages. Here are the results.................

You are Wintergreen. You are cool and collected. You are very
comfortable with yourself and what you do.
Even if you have a lot of responsiblities, you
always manage to be in control. You are
sometimes laid-back and you are always the
voice of reason. However, others may see you
as lazy or detached sometimes, unable to act
responsibly. Most Compatible With: Lime

Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You?
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You are Luke. You are a mysterious guy to most
people because you tend to be on the quieter
side but inside you really do have a lot to
say. You know what you like and are passionate
about the things that are of interest to you.
You tend to write a lot and am not afraid to
tell people what you think as long as they just
ask! It just takes a simple question to open
you up to share. The things you like are very
specific and you will go out of your way to
look for that one thing you really want. You
feel that God has blessed you in numerous ways
and know that He will bless you all the more as
you continually seek Him first in all things.
You are happy now and praise God for it.
Worship...you love it and it's the way you
express yourself. Oh yea, and you really like
the Empire!

Which member of 1218 are YOU?!?!?!
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So I am Luke.................... weird I did this test yesterday and changed only one answer today and I was Jenn. So I guess I am like Jenn and Luke!